It is amazing to me all of the things that run through my head on daily basis... what do I do now...what does he want... what do I want, I haven't eaten all day. I have drank a whole pot of coffee, oh no I've become one of those moms.
I was talking to a friend the other day and we were commenting thatwe used to be so idealistic when we had all of this time to read and study and meditate and now I've fallen into what feels into exactly what I didn't want to become. But maybe this is life now and I feel like I have to really fight to not lose myself in all of this and become embittered or disillusioned.
Jake has a bout of giardia, which is comical in the fact that Solomon also had giardia when I first got him. But he is almost done with his meds and already his little messy poops are looking better.
Well as he just fell asleep I am also going to take a nap b/c we were up about 5 times last night settling him down!
Sebastian Böhm
3 years ago
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The pictures of Jake from when you first brought him home until now are just amazing. The transformation is incredible! Not sure if you can see cause you are with him every day, but he has clearly developed a sweet little light in his eyes that wasn't there at first. No doubt that is because you love him courageously. Awww...I so wish we could meet him sometime soon. I can't wait to share toddlerhood with you. Bella is only a few months behind Jake so we will be taking notes. :) Love you and your family! We miss sharing life with you.
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