Ever feel like at some point in life you should be done with the "crossroads". As much as I want adventure in life, I also love the routine, the usual typical day to day expectations. That way when something unexpected does come up, I feel much better to deal with it.
But then there are times when everything is going to change and I feel out of sorts. Nothing seems familiar, even the day to day routine seems unusual. And I find myself on edge. My mind never stopping, thinking about all the new decisions I have to make as a family.
Then I realize that I can do all the planning I want but it may never materialize, or there may be a wrench thrown into one part, or nothing may even happen and I find myself worrying over nothing.
Then I start laughing b/c I've been in this place so many times, and yet things are good, and I had no cause for worry before, but I did worry...
ahhhh life...gotta love it.
Sebastian Böhm
3 years ago
1 comment:
d- I really get what you're saying!! In some very different way (with out different circumstances and all)I think I'm struggling with the same thing! I do think it's funny that we come into this place over and over and over in our lives. We learn from it, and think that we'll not have to go through it again... but alas- we always do! I think God knows what poor memories we have because He's constantly telling us in scripture to "remember..." So I guess for you and me... Remember to be anxious for nothing... for tomorrow will take care of itself.
Love you!! ms
Post a Comment