Friday, July 24, 2009

Heart Connection

A good friend who also has gone through the pain of barrenness but also rejoiced in the wonders of adoption, wrote these words from a poem she read from another woman on the journey of adoption. I rewrite them b/c those words really connected with my heart. I'm so thankful for Jake but I really wish I would have "birthed" him b/c I missed 2 years with him and I love him so much that it will always be a heartache for me. Yes, I have him now.....but.....
So those who can connect with these heartfelt words enjoy...

Thanks Amanda for posting!

Pangs of longing contract with faith:
that your untimely birth was for my sake,
and my barrenness for yours.
I am not ashamed either way

Thursday, July 9, 2009

Nothin Like a Good Book

One of my very near and dear friends who I trust with my whole heart suggested a book for me to read the other day. I love books, could read them 12 hrs out of the day. But boy do I hate a bad book, even when it is bad, I feel like I have to finish, so I trudge through it and it becomes somewhat painful.
However, she is one of those people who I can trust will give me a great book. And this time was no different. There were 2, I could only afford one, it was in hard back and not in the library :(
Anyway, I started to read and immediately knew why I was going to LOVE this book. It is a novel, very heartfelt all about people, their feelings, their lives and it spanned 3 generations. The author did a near perfect job of allowing you to be in 3 different generations but see how the lives of all 3 were intertwined.
I'm still processing the book, I read it is 4 days, I just couldn't put it down. And it wasn't one of those feel good, everything works out perfect in the end. I think that is truly why I loved it, it was life and it was a tragedy, but life continues and you see how even if one life ends up tragic it doesn't have to doom the future generations.
I am very interested in generational curses and blessings, always have been so I think the deeper spiritual meaning that I loved about it was this aspect.
Anyway, if you want a GREAT book, read the Forgotten Garden. I've promised by copy out, but if you are interested we can all just pass it around.

Sunday, July 5, 2009

5K

I ran and finished the 5 K on July4th. It was somewhat of a let down as I was way overwhelmed when I got there but took it all in stride and finished at 34 minutes for the 3. 1miles.
I forgot I even ran that morning by the time Saturday night arrrived. I just really felt tired. I have planned to run another in August for a cause, which seems a bit more relieving! Hopefully I'll keep up with the running and all by then! Jess, i know you are reading this and NOT commenting! You had better comment! Or I'll let that little girl know later on in life! hee hee Love you!